Tuesday, March 30, 2010
the beginning
I started this blog probably about a year and a half ago and never came back to it. I think I know now why...it wasn't time. I knew then that I was in the midst of a major upheaval in my internal world, a tsunami of sorts, but wasn't sure where I would be headed.
Since that time a lot has changed. I have changed. It has been a little over a month since I decided to begin working part time in an effort to follow my "personal legend". Sometimes I think I am pretty clear as to what that is and other times the uncertainty of it all almost paralyzes me with fear. It's been hard work making sure that I don't stay in that scary place and that I do not make decisions based on the fear that grips me. It's been hard putting one foot in front of the other, wondering where the money to pay the mortgage will come from and trusting that it will come. I know if I make my choices based on my fear I will live by default and today I am awake! That in itself is a whole other story...this process of waking up. I believe the 2 are intertwined when I come to think about it...waking up and following my personal legend.
For now my Reiki practice, my Intentional Art and my dream of helping women find the Goddess within and begin to live from that place, is enough to keep me going. When I think about it, my soul smiles :o)
I want this blog to be a safe place where I can document the journey and share it with others in the hopes that maybe together we can get to where we've been trying to get to all along...home.
Since that time a lot has changed. I have changed. It has been a little over a month since I decided to begin working part time in an effort to follow my "personal legend". Sometimes I think I am pretty clear as to what that is and other times the uncertainty of it all almost paralyzes me with fear. It's been hard work making sure that I don't stay in that scary place and that I do not make decisions based on the fear that grips me. It's been hard putting one foot in front of the other, wondering where the money to pay the mortgage will come from and trusting that it will come. I know if I make my choices based on my fear I will live by default and today I am awake! That in itself is a whole other story...this process of waking up. I believe the 2 are intertwined when I come to think about it...waking up and following my personal legend.
For now my Reiki practice, my Intentional Art and my dream of helping women find the Goddess within and begin to live from that place, is enough to keep me going. When I think about it, my soul smiles :o)
I want this blog to be a safe place where I can document the journey and share it with others in the hopes that maybe together we can get to where we've been trying to get to all along...home.
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